I feel like, I wouldn't like me

long fucking tiem

Thu, 15 Nov 2007 16:31:35 GMT

the last time i posted was in feb. well a lot has happened since then
i now live in south carolina with my father. and go to tech school.
i absolutley hated it more than anything when i first came here because i was so alone. but now i fucking love it
i have friends now.
i have a job.
i got to school.
and i have a whole new life.
and to top it all off it sfucking gorgeous down here.
but don't get me wrong i miss my friends up in new york so much its disgusting.
but im leaving tomorrow to go there for a week. and i can not wait to fucking see everyone.
im going to cry tears of joy.
i also have a boo, his name is anthony. haha he is from jersey
thats the other thing. everyone i meet down here is from up north.
and the people born and raised here are nuts.
haha
damn i missed this thing.

Mon, 24 Jul 2006 16:30:01 GMT

my head has been fucken boggled the last few days.
its like everyday, there is something new.

but i love my job.
i love summer.
i love my friends.
i want to go back ot the beach.

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 21:40:08 GMT

this is erin
im at dianes
were dying hair and drinking
i love you alll :-)
<333

friends to the only

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 22:02:32 GMT

Friends only, comment to be added<3

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 16:48:58 GMT

bored.

Tue, 07 Sep 2004 19:09:32 GMT

heyy ok so tday was the third day of school so now i have the hang of all my classes and i know where to go and what to do. i think this year will go well. im very focused and know that i have to do well or its my ass. so im glad. i have bio and math homework tonight but its not bad. im starving...i think im gunna go make a salad

-diane

school

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 00:04:01 GMT

ok so i havent updated about the first day of school yet, it was kool i mean i was happy to see people i havent seen in so long like ryan and quin and other people it was awesome. my classes arent to bad i mean im not really with any of my friends but thats fine. now maybe ill get work done haha. i kinda have to do good cuz my mom is pissed about last year i ean im not alowed on the computer on the week days and only for a little bit on the weekends andim not alowed out until i show them i can do good. but i understand them. anyways yeah im actualy happy we are back in school:)

take a look at me now there is just an empty space

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 19:40:16 GMT

last night was awesome!! i had a great time with all my greatt friends i love you all so much. LOOK AT MY PHOTO BUCKET!! hahaha
wow i had so much fun.

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Wed, 01 Sep 2004 07:03:26 GMT

heyyy ima t jennas house witho ejse danIElle jenna of course dujhh biannca fele jess!Q1we are havign soo much fun! last ngiht of sumrer have fun ,man yeah i love all theese girls i toko a hole bunch of picvtures ill put them on my photnbucket tomorwwom! k ill be abckl later

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dia ne

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 15:17:54 GMT

ok i know i said i would update about myrtle beah but there is jsut so much to put down that idk if ic an do ti haha and im so lazy. maybe i will tomorrow or something.but all you need to know is that it was a lot of fun.

anyways. yesterday i woke up around 10 and i came online and whta not then at like 11 i ate something took a shower got dressed and ready and went to jessicas i dont even know why i took a shower cuz we went swimming like 10 min after i got there. but i learned how to dive! thanks christina for teaching me:) haha im proud of myself. anywho after swimming we went back to jess's and ordered pizza.then 10 min or so after we ate we went abck to hte pool and chris had to go to work so me and jess went swimming for a little bit. then we went back to jess's and she showered then i showered and then i blew out my hair and then jess fixed me bangs for me! thanks jess. then she straightened me hair somewhat and my sister came to get me (heidi) cuz she was up from queens and i havent seen her in a while. anywho we went to the diner and i had chicken fingers and fries and she has french toast and bacon haha. then we came home and just hung out here. then she left at like 9.
and i jsut stood home and watched last comiz standing.
anywho thats all for now.

-diane

im hommmmmmme

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 22:32:04 GMT

ok im home and i have ALOT to tell but im way to lazy right now so im just guna type up my schedule.

1.English 10 Chappell
2.BDF PE Sessa(S1) Schellberg(s2)
2.ACE FashionII Cunningham-colo
3.Math 9 Armstrong
4/5.Food/Nut 1 Kostelnic (S1)
4/5. Parenting Garvey (S2)
6/7.Spanish kolodziejski
8. lunch large caf
9/10. Biology Jeffrey
11. ACE Global AIS Gisser
11. D Study Hall
11. BF Biology LAB Jeffrey
12. Global History Lesniak

tell me if you have any classes with me!!!!

MYRTLE BEACK TONIGHT

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 22:55:06 GMT

ok so today around 12 i went to felecia's so her sister could highlight my hair red. and she did but it didnt come out right, it came out a lot brighter at the roots so when ig et back she is guna fix it. so i got home aroud 4:30 and then i went to the mall to pick up my blue contacts. they look pretty cool. i was gunna get gray but fele talked me into the blue. but i like them. anyways i have been washing clothes and cleaning my rom since i got home. i started packing too but i gott hurry up cuz we are leving at like 9. we are driving by the way and we are going to myrtle beach if you didnt know. and felecia is comming with me. yayyy. its gunna be fun. im excited anyways i gotta go finish packing and shit.

eeeeeeeeee tonightttt.

-diane

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 23:49:05 GMT

ok so yesterday around 3 ish i went to stephs. and we cleaned her room so her mom wouldnt get mad that i was there when she go thome. then i took a shower and her mom came home. then around 7 i guess we went to applebees and the waitress was so bad. she was an idiot man. but i had fun. then after dinner we went back to stephs and got ready for our camp out. and around 10-11 sam came over and we went in the tent...got happy and stayed up for a while in the tent t hen eventually fell asleep. then we woke up mad early this mornning and went to samis and ate breakfast and watched the funniest move..eurptrip that shit was HAlerious. then after that me ansd steph went back to stephs and just hung out. and then we went upstairs and fell asleep then my dad called and said he was comming soon. so i got ready and thn he came around 3? yeah. then at 4 we went to middletown to pick my nephew up from daycare and brought him back here. he is gunna stay with us for a couple of days. i missed him staying here though. then at like 7 we ate dinner. and now im sitting here listening to music and about to passout on the keyboard i am SO tired. tomorrow im going to felecia's around 6 because her sis is highlighting my hair:) then on friday fele is comming here cuz we are leaving that night for south carolina. im excitedddd. its basically the last of my summer cuz when i come back i have a couple days then school starts. so summer is basically over for me. well myrtle beach should be fun with fele. we might kill eachother but thats fine. we will still have fun cuz we always do. haha but im EXAUSTED so maybe ill go to sleep early tonight cuz i think i have to wake up early tomorrow to bring my nephew to daycare with my dad. hmm well idk thats all for now.

-diane.

Tue, 17 Aug 2004 16:39:04 GMT

ok so sunday i didnt really do anything i just hung out and my nephew came over. nd around 3 we went to my cousin's house for dinner and the family was there and what not. we left at like 5:20 cuz my nephew was being a pain. then mydad brought him home around 7. then i just stayed home and did nothing. yesterday i had to wake up early cuz i had an apt for my ultra sound at 9 but i didnt end up actually getting it done till fucken 11:30 cuz they are idiots. then i just came home and went to sleep for a little while and my sister came up around 6 and we went to the commons with my other sister. and just walked aorund. then she came abck to the hhouse and we watched the olympica and went to the diner. she left at like 12. today. is a stay home day probablly.

you make me wanna ..lala

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 16:27:35 GMT

ok so at like 3 i went to felecia yesteray and i was just gunna drop off a cd i made for her but then she ended comming with me to the mall. so we went to the mall and i spent the rest of my dads card at jc penny i bought a whole bunh of clothes and a pair os black low top converse damn straight. haha then at 5 i had an eye exam so i went down stairs to where i get my contcts and fele came with me. she sat in the little exam rom with me adn what not. then after that i got to try on colored contacts to see which one i wanted i was originally gunna get the gray but i got deep blue instead czu fele said they looked better so i got them. haha then after that we left.we drove fele home and i went inside to say hi and bye to everyone and i gave fele a hug cuz she left toay for 3days for campe. i miss her and jess already. but jess caleled me tody and i talked to her and fele. which was grand then i went to my moms job and brought her food then we came back and my sister came and brought my nephew so he is here for the day and later im going to my cousins house to hang out. FUN FUN FUN yes it is. haha well thats my dad as of right now.

love always
diane

word count.

Sat, 14 Aug 2004 23:29:47 GMT

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Sat, 14 Aug 2004 17:53:02 GMT

ok so yesterday i went to the doctor at 145 cuz thats when my appt was.my mom came with me which i was happy about.so we got there and went in the examingin room an blah blah blah:/ any who after the doctor my mom dropped me off at jessica's house. i go there at like 2:30. and then we watching the secret window and ate her whole house hah. the movie was kind of confusing to me. but i kind of understand it now. haha im so stupid. then after the movie we just sat around and then started to get ready. jess took a shower and i did my hair. then after everything was said and done we went upstairs and were looking for earings then i decided to wear thumbtacs as earings and jess joined in it was hot. haha. then around hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm 6:30ish her dad came and picked us up to go out to dinner. we went to friday's and i have a yummy pasta. during dinner i called my mom to see if i could stay at jess's or go to gina's wiht her if she was going. and then my mom said no cuz she said i had my blood tests arly in the morning. and when she said early she sure meant it haha. my appt was aat 8 in the damn morning and it was in goashen so i had to wake up at like 7:15. when i got there they took all my info down and everything then i got the blood test done. they took like 5 viled of blood it was gross haha. but whatevvver i guess ill be getting the results soon. anywho after the blod test my dad took me to mcdonalsd and i got a mcgriddle sandwhich it was quite yumm-a-licious haha and now im gunna try and go back to sleep. but later im going to the mall with my dad and we are gunna spend the rest of his card in jcpenny and then at 5 i have an appt for my contacts examination thing.which is in the mall.soo thats basically my day.
fun fun fun.

love always
diane

at jessica's

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 18:48:38 GMT

ok soo my parents came home late monday night at like 2:30 in the am. so tuesday morning. i made sure i cleaned the house very well so th ey wouldnt suspect anything. and they didnthehe so anywho yesterday i woke up at like 12 and i ws talking to my mom and she gave me the whol...i have no money for you bullshit. and i feel bad but i have broken glasses which i need to get fixed and i have no clotehs for school so idk. and so heidi my sister came up at like 3-4ish yestercday and i hung out with her all day. we went to my other sisters house and played with christian and shit/ then we came hmoe and ate and then we went to the video store and got the exorcist haha. that scared the shit outa me. then my sister was gunna stay over but then at like 12 am the movie ended and she decided to leave me. i was so scared lol i didnt fall asleep till 4 in the morning. then i woke up early. booo then all morning i was talking to my mom and dadabout shit. then at likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee 12 i took a shower and shit and my dad drove me over to jess's. so i came here and we just sat around then it started pooring so we went outside and ran in the rain it was fun haha. and we took pictures. then jess and fele took a bubble bath(with clothes on) haha. then we all pput dry clothes on and jess mae her famous chicken salad yummm. so we just ate and now we are w atching man in the mirror felecia is leaving at like 5:30 cuz she has to work tonight and i might be sleeping here. idk yet. but thats all for now...

-dy

this is diane

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 20:13:41 GMT

lol so i told alyssa to update my journal for me and thats just what she did. haha i love her any who this weekend was pretty fun. so on saturday felecia's mom picked me and fele up at like 630 and we went to fele's to finish getting ready and then her dad drove us to gina's for her birthday party which i must say was pretty damn fun. there were a couple people there that i dont normally hang out with who i learned a lot about. which was aawesome.it was like we were in 7th grade again which felt great lol. we played fun games like spin the bottle haha and truth or dare. it was just fun. thanks gina and happy birthdya i love you. so thena t like 10 30 a taxi came and me fele steph and alyssa went back to my house and had a blast. lol JESUS WALKS ahhh it was fun. so then everyone left yesterdya mornign except fele wenn she left at like 12:15 and my sister picked me up at like 12 nd i hung out with her and saw the baby and she brought me home at like 545 and fele was in my house alone just chillen haha. she lives her practically lolso then my aunt came over and she went on a date it was cute lol. so then alyssa got her at like 9 and we just chilled and talked and i went to sleep. haha then this morning fele went to cheerleading and alyssa just stayed and hung with me. we talked a lot and she left like idk when. lol but idk if fele is comming back if she gets a ride she will. which is awesome cuz im home alone and bored but i am going ot the castle with my sister haha im excited YESS lol my paretns are gunna be home a like 3 in the am and my other sister heidi is comming over tomorrow whcih im excited about.i miss her and i have a lot to tell her i tel her everything cuz she understands and she never will like yell at me she will talk about everyting with e andtell me whats right and wrong and what to do and stuff. and i miss my dad i havent seen ihim in like 2 weeks and he is comming home tonight!1 yayy ok well i gotta go do my hair...

love
diane

my name is alyssa.

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 17:11:01 GMT

hello all. this is Not diane. hheheh alright well hey its alyssa. diane is looking through her papers and shit fo her social security number.. so i'm updating for her. last night, oy, she fell asleep sooo early - that party pooper. lol. and FELECIA had to wake us up this morning, that poop. yeah so we'e pretty much been doing nothing but listening to music and talking all morning. yeah so idk really know what else to say so im outty. peace mother fuckers.

woahh

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 15:00:45 GMT

wow so last night felecia steph jess ash and alyssa came over and yeah and what not and mike visited me!! i havent seen him in forever so it was awesome even though i was acting like an idiot. haha i did some stupid shit i her. ugh
and i have a headache
eghh
we had funnn

"i am comfortably confused"

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 16:29:41 GMT

ok so im really bored right now but excited... i have nothing to do right now cuz im home all alone and mommy is at work. but she gets home at like 330 but whens he gets home she is leaving right away cuz she is going to puerto rico for three dyas so i got the house to myselffff and she said fele could stay here. hehe like thats all im gunna have here HAH i laugh...im such a freak. i have been listening to music all mornign its great.and now steph's cousin just called me and would like for me to make her journal perty haha so im gone

diane

"what the world needs now is love sweet love that the only thing that theres just too little of"

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 23:56:59 GMT

ok so last night i went with felecia to pop warner and just hung out there and what not. the felecia's sister picked us up and brought us back to felecia's. i slept there again last night. then this morning we woke up at like 10 and we just hung around the house then we called jess and jess and sean came to pick us up at like 12:25 and sean drove us to jess's. we hung out there and then chris came over. then me and fele took showers and got ready and what not because we were supposed to go to smith cloe for pop warner again and jess was gunna come but it got cancled. so then we just hung out there. and my mom came and got me at like 5:45 then i went to walmart with her and went food shopping cuz she is going away this weekend and i have to stay home bymyself with probablly jess and i sure fele will stop by. so yeah thats really all for now

-dy

ladadi ladado

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 02:41:30 GMT

ok so yesterday i watched brooke and katie. felecia had cheerleading at 10 - 11:45 so i was alone with them then. and then she came home at like 12 and helped me wath them until about 4:45 cuz she had to go to training for pop warner. but her mom and sister got home at like 5:30 ish so its was all god. so then i stayed there and what not then my mom came at 8 and we watied for fele to get back cuz pop warner ended at 8 so then when fele came home we left. felecia slept at my house last night and we woke up pretty late this morning i woke up at like 11:30 and she woke up at like 12:15. then around 1 we made pancakes. then we ate and sat around and watched tv and listened to music. then my mom got home from work at 3:30 and we made pasta then we both took showers and got ready. then at like 5:15 we left cuz fele had pop warner training and i went with her. it ended at 8 and her mom came and then we went to mcdonalds and then came to felecia's so im here at felecia im sleepin here again. we have been together for a couple days but thats fine she is a blast:P haha well thats all for now

-diane

at felecia's

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 02:11:22 GMT

ok so not too much has gone on. let me just tell you about my day today. ok so alyssa cantor picked me up at my house around like 1-1:30 and we went to middletown to go volkswagon and otheer care dealerships to look at cars for her dad. in volkswagon me and alyss sat in the mazda rx8 omg im in love with that car!! and we sat in the convertable bug that she wants. its cute. and then after looking at cars and what-not we went back to my house so i could get the thing i bought her from PR and then went to chili's to eat. then after that we went to her house for a little bit then at like 6 they dropped me off at fele's even though fele wasnt here haha. i played with the baby and what not. and waited for her to get home she got home at like 730 and then we talked and hung out and what not. tomorrow morning me and fele have to watch brooke and katie but fele is leaving for cheerleadding at like 10 so im watchin them for like 1hour ad a half. i love babies those. so its not bad for me.so now im at fele's and the new degrassi was supposed to be on at 10 but its an old episode>:O ergh well im ouuuuuut

-diane